Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Season of Light

upon black mountains
dark storm breaks open, spills out
snowy streams of light

It seems that every holiday event I've attended thus far has focused on light. I think it says something about humanity that we all (and by all, I mean major religions that my friends observe) find in this dark season a reason to celebrate light. Of course, I know that it isn't the same, cold December the world over, and certainly not in the places where the faiths of which I speak originate, but maybe what we really yearn for, what we really celebrate this time of year is more metaphorical.

Perhaps people gathering together to light a small candle against the darkness around them would do a whole lot of good.




PS: Look guys! I posted something! Crazy. Happy midwinter holiday of choice.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Mulling in Multnomah County

It's funny how I ended up taking zero pictures of the city even though I was really excited to photograph Portland. The pressure to look like a native instead of like a tourist was overwhelming (so many hipsters!), I guess, but that's unusual for me. I guess it was that and the fact that I was in bed sick for a whole day of the trip. That is how trips go, I suppose!



And now back to working on my senior project. Here's the abstract for it (awkwardly in present tense even though it's not done yet; story subject to change without notice!):

“Blinds” uses poetry and short prose to explore the relationship of a pair of lovers, one whimsical, one practical, who, because of the outside world’s demands on their time, are rarely together. Their interactions are complicated by a large rainstorm raging outside which threatens to flood their home. The setting is limited to the bedroom, of which the focal point is the titular blinds over the room’s single window, the patterns of light and shadow that they project into the room and the thoughts that the couple projects onto them. The confusion of the worlds within and without the room permeates the dreams of the characters, and they come to understand each other and society through these dreams.

The form of the piece is unique. It consists essentially of two parts: the central short story of the pair of lovers above and a series of poems, prose poems, and flash fiction pieces that tell the couple’s dreams. Together the two parts will form a sort of frame story in which the telling of dreams and real life will alternate. As the story progresses, the characters increasingly incorporate into their waking life themes and ideas from their imaginings until all or nearly all of their interactions with the ‘real’ world are illuminated by their dreams.

This project is inspired by several fiction traditions, including magical realism, folklore and myth, and paranoid and speculative fiction. The project places these elements in a modern context and updates them for a post-9/11, digital, and ever-idealistically-divided world. To reinterpret Mexican literary critic Luis Leal, “Blinds” not only “suggest[s] the magical in our world,” but also suggests the magical in our world as an alternative to the black and white thinking that threatens society.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

In other news...

Hoo, boy! School has been busy, almost unexpectedly. It seems like everything is a few notches harder than I expected - even Web Design, which was sold to me as easy-peasy, is turning out to be a lot of extra work. Basically, the problem is this: I haven't really been writing much worth posting here. Sure, sure, I've been writing, but it's all been writing about writing, or writing short paragraphs in kindergarten-like French, neither of which is really all that fun and/or interesting. The cool thing, though, is that I've been busy in the past month or so taking pictures, so here's a sampler from my friend Randi's birthday party, from the Senior Experience (a retreat for seniors), and from Labor Day. Take 'em as a token of my thanks for hanging in there while I ignore your allegiance.



Nope. You know what? Screw this. I can't work in this environment. Sorry, guys. I hope you'll take a rain check.

Ollie ollie oxen free!

Come out, come out, wherever you are! It's time once again to brush the flies off the wall around here. You're more than welcome to stay, but only if you make an honest declaration of your presence... don't make me rent a polygraph machine and interrogate you. This is your chance to come out easily, and I know some of you are pretty good at that. After this, it's pointed stares and annoyed sighs, and who wants that?

Monday, August 17, 2009

Forget it; I'm changing careers.

I'm going to be the diver in this tank. As the weighty shadows of whale sharks and blithe manta rays glide over my head, I'll see the stars in the black. My teeth will shrink, vistigial. My bones will soften, will bend with the current. And no tank will contain me when I wave my fins and float away.

Kuroshio Sea - 2nd largest aquarium tank in the world - (song is Please don't go by Barcelona) from Jon Rawlinson on Vimeo.


[Watch in fullscreen mode. Seriously.]

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Infinite infinitude.



Possibly a breakthrough for my thesis? I think so. Even if you're not planning on banging out dozens of pages about infinity, this is an incredibly fascinating look into the dangerous history of logical incertitude, and the importance of it today. Fitting, I think, for my thesis journey. Especially that danger bit... 'cause now I have myself a thesis on infinity in arts and sciences. Shit.

Friday, August 7, 2009

Light and dark.

I think it's interesting how light and darkness dance sometimes. How one step finds them in a passionate tango, and in the next step, the one has swooshed in and killed the other. Then you take two steps back, and you suddenly see that they were working together the whole time, that they had this all planned out. And that's when you either take a few pictures while thanking your kick-ass anti-shake lens, or you realize that you just regurgitated the plot of the last Harry Potter movie.